I thought I lost a great friend tonight :L but no we became even better friends :) I just scared myself for no reason :L by misinterpreting the sentence when I first seen it.
Ive Never Felt So Alone.He Stole My Heart.I Feel Like I Have NoOne.Like NoOne Wants Me Around Ever.And Atm Its Stronger Than Ever.I Feel Like.. Im Better Off Not Here And So Is EveryOne Else, They’d Be Bettser Off If They’d Never Met Me And I Was Outta There Life Forever. Maybe Thats Best..I Hate This World.I Hate Arguements.I Hate Love.I Hate HeartBrake.Most Of All I Hate Myself. Urgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Untitled: Alone.
These are words I can’t help but agree with |
The heart asks pleasure first
The Heart asks Pleasure first
And then Excuse from Pain
And then - those little Anodynes
That deaden suffering
And then to go to sleep
And then if it should be
The will of its Inquisitor
The privilege to die
-Emily Dickinson-
I want to cry but I can’t. I hurt inside and I’m sad and I would normally cry. But I cant what is wrong with me :(. I hate my HM cause I’m just being suppressed on the outside I still feel it all I just can’t do anything anymore. I’m fucked up!!
i dont no how it happened but long story i made this when i was mad and hurt hence the name friends hurt you and i posted to help but then funny enough someone found it :L well i like this tumblr so im gonna keep posting on this one :L cause i guess friends do hurt you, but then it can all become better, :/ i hope it always gets better though im the one thats done it wrong so i deserved to get hurt by everyone
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i just… i cant explain it… i want them… im retarted i think they look pretty and i want to see them but i dont want anyone else to which is what makes it hard and i cant get them… well i can… but i cant… i could cause i dont think anyone cares anymore… but i still care… iv started staying up at night again… like now it 01.11 i havent been up like this on a sunday sence a while ago… i miss it… i miss being able to see them… but id die if anyone else did… i have to go, dont even no why im writing on here im just youtubing and googleing and i just typed in tumblr and started writing
